[ Yeah, Cisco's blaming himself pretty hard right now, too. Less out of any sort of attachment to Snart and more for the fact that Arya is in danger now, and could have gotten herself killed, and even if she had succeeded, she would have killed someone, and he knows how bad that would be for her, psychologically. How bad it has been for her in the past. ]
and mick's not gonna get it in his mind to go after her on his own or anything, right?
[ He thinks about letting it be, not trying to justify himself, but the guilt in his stomach is like a living thing, growing larger and larger. And he shouldn't care what someone like Snart thinks about him, but he can't just leave it like that. He can't ]
you're probably not gonna believe me or give a shit but i was just trying to keep her safe. i told her what you and mick did because i wanted her to know you were dangerous in case either of you got ideas about using people i care about as leverage again. i wanted her to know she should run in the opposite direction if she ever saw you. but not this. if i'd known she would do this i would've never mentioned your goddamn name. for her sake.
[ A moment later: ]
you already made me an accessory to murder the first time you killed someone with that cold gun. i know plenty about how it feels.
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and mick's not gonna get it in his mind to go after her on his own or anything, right?
[ He thinks about letting it be, not trying to justify himself, but the guilt in his stomach is like a living thing, growing larger and larger. And he shouldn't care what someone like Snart thinks about him, but he can't just leave it like that. He can't ]
you're probably not gonna believe me or give a shit but i was just trying to keep her safe. i told her what you and mick did because i wanted her to know you were dangerous in case either of you got ideas about using people i care about as leverage again. i wanted her to know she should run in the opposite direction if she ever saw you. but not this. if i'd known she would do this i would've never mentioned your goddamn name. for her sake.
[ A moment later: ]
you already made me an accessory to murder the first time you killed someone with that cold gun. i know plenty about how it feels.