[Now his heart is beating too hard and his throat feels tight, because this is wrong and Cisco's typing is awful, he can tell how upset he is even if he's trying to play it cool. It hurts. It hurts a lot.]
You're right. It has been months. And I do love her, she was my fiancee and we were going to spend forever together. But that's not how it happened. She loves me, but she's in love with Barry. I doubt that's changed. And I haven't ever wanted to be with someone who doesn't love me the way I love them. I love her but I'm not in love with her either. I fell out of love with her.
We're not on the same page
I don't want to be away from you for a few days. I'm tired and scared and sad and guilty and I want YOU. I want your support and I want you to hold me and I want you to talk this stuff out with. Please don't push me away.
[And there's no doubt in his mind - the fact that he can so easily tell Cisco how awful he feels without feeling ashamed is proof that this is the right choice.]
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You're right. It has been months. And I do love her, she was my fiancee and we were going to spend forever together. But that's not how it happened. She loves me, but she's in love with Barry. I doubt that's changed. And I haven't ever wanted to be with someone who doesn't love me the way I love them. I love her but I'm not in love with her either. I fell out of love with her.
We're not on the same page
I don't want to be away from you for a few days. I'm tired and scared and sad and guilty and I want YOU. I want your support and I want you to hold me and I want you to talk this stuff out with. Please don't push me away.
[And there's no doubt in his mind - the fact that he can so easily tell Cisco how awful he feels without feeling ashamed is proof that this is the right choice.]