[ He has seriously no idea of how to deal with this. ]
It's not that I don't trust you. I don't want to make this into some messed competition on who has a better reason to be jaded.
And I'm fine, ultimately. I fuck up, I go over why I fucked up, I take steps to stop it from happening again. But when it comes to people, to trusting, I'm gonna fuck up every time. I'll risk my mission and my life and the life of my teammates on a complete stranger because I believe everyone deserves a chance.
That doesn't make me better than anyone. Hell, anyone who knows me will tell you it makes me an idiot. But I'm okay with that, I'd rather be a happy idiot than a jaded genius.
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It's not that I don't trust you. I don't want to make this into some messed competition on who has a better reason to be jaded.
And I'm fine, ultimately. I fuck up, I go over why I fucked up, I take steps to stop it from happening again. But when it comes to people, to trusting, I'm gonna fuck up every time. I'll risk my mission and my life and the life of my teammates on a complete stranger because I believe everyone deserves a chance.
That doesn't make me better than anyone. Hell, anyone who knows me will tell you it makes me an idiot. But I'm okay with that, I'd rather be a happy idiot than a jaded genius.