[ He didn't think he was going to get out of this that easy. Cisco suddenly wishes they weren't doing this over text, wonders if he should just pick up and go to Eddie's apartment. He texts back as he's getting dressed. ]
it's not like there's one big reason, more like a bunch of little ones
partly i just forgot to. it was months ago and there's been a lot of other intervening stuff that felt more important
also because i don't really understand any of it or how it happened or why, and i hate that i can't wrap my mind around it
also because i don't actually remember lots of it that well 'cause we messed with the timeline and then i kinda almost died and or got erased from existence and just sort of woke up when it was over
also because it was scary and i don't like talking about it
also because i was pretty sure it would depress you and i didn't want to make you sad if i didn't have to
[ He doesn't want to add that last reason. But it's the truth, and he thinks Eddie would be able to tell if he was holding it back. ]
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it's not like there's one big reason, more like a bunch of little ones
partly i just forgot to. it was months ago and there's been a lot of other intervening stuff that felt more important
also because i don't really understand any of it or how it happened or why, and i hate that i can't wrap my mind around it
also because i don't actually remember lots of it that well 'cause we messed with the timeline and then i kinda almost died and or got erased from existence and just sort of woke up when it was over
also because it was scary and i don't like talking about it
also because i was pretty sure it would depress you and i didn't want to make you sad if i didn't have to
[ He doesn't want to add that last reason. But it's the truth, and he thinks Eddie would be able to tell if he was holding it back. ]