[ He can feel his jaw clench involuntarily at that. Because that's just it — he can't help, no one can, not even Jesse. This is something Harrison has to figure out for himself and take care of on his own, if anything. When he speaks again, his words are even more abrupt, like he's just saying them to get it all over with. ]

Gray was only seventeen. [ a beat. ] I know that was Thawne's doing. I know. But. How many Grays exist in my world? How many— children got swept up in this, exactly? Or others, for that matter. I did that. I knew there would be consequences. That is on me.

[ There's a long pause as he catches his breath, eyes half-lidded and weary. ]

And you need to let it lay, Ramon.