[He's sad, logically he knows that he's sad and that he has every reason to be, but right now it feels as if it's sort of outside himself, as if he's looking in on it. Compartmentalizing has always been a skill of his, there's no time for reflecting on feelings when the world is a little too dangerous, maybe this is just an extension of that.
The whole time he'd curled up with Lup there had been tears threatening, but that's not the case right now, he can talk about it without risking too much emotion.]
You know what I do regret, actually? Taking so fucking long to make a move. We'd been going on dates for months but I didn't think he was that into me. We could've had more time if I hadn't like, pulled a Barold.
[Which is to say: didn't do anything about his feelings for way too long]
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[He's sad, logically he knows that he's sad and that he has every reason to be, but right now it feels as if it's sort of outside himself, as if he's looking in on it. Compartmentalizing has always been a skill of his, there's no time for reflecting on feelings when the world is a little too dangerous, maybe this is just an extension of that.
The whole time he'd curled up with Lup there had been tears threatening, but that's not the case right now, he can talk about it without risking too much emotion.]
You know what I do regret, actually? Taking so fucking long to make a move. We'd been going on dates for months but I didn't think he was that into me. We could've had more time if I hadn't like, pulled a Barold.
[Which is to say: didn't do anything about his feelings for way too long]