I will. I don't know how I'm going to tell him...or Poe..
[Stars, how was she going to tell Poe? Normally, she wouldn't care about what people thought, but this was Poe. He was a dear friend, and she was still trying to mend things with him. He would...probably be upset? Or, would he try and use it against Ben? She wouldn't allow herself to be used in anyway, and if he even dared to breathe that notion into existence--no, no, she couldn't think like that. Poe was a good man, he wouldn't do anything like that.]
Or Leia...
[Maybe she should have backup. Maybe she should have Cisco around as a support system--but that could lead to more strained friendships. No, she would be fine. The last time she brought someone in for support that blew up in her face.
Cisco's suggestion weighs heavy on her shoulders. She knew where he was going for with this. The bond, it was unpredictable and...if both of them grew stronger, they could end up hurting each other. Unconsciously or not.]
I don't even know how to initiate it. It sort of just happens unexpectedly like... [Rey took a deep breath, explaining the somewhat embarrassing moment where the bond came to life and she saw Ben without his cowl or tunic. Just him in his high waist pants and...nothing else.]
It hasn't happened around any other time when we're fully clothed, but I don't know if I can initiate it. I don't know if I could keep him from seeing you.
[She could try....be willing to it, but she can't leave Ben in the dark. She wanted him to...she wasn't sure what, but she wasn't going to keep this secret from him.]
I could try, but I would want him to know it's to help figure out this bond. I don't want him to think it's some sort of experiment, or anything, or make him feel like I'm using him. That's the absolute last thing I want.
[..They just wouldn't say why they were testing the bond...just in case.]
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[Stars, how was she going to tell Poe? Normally, she wouldn't care about what people thought, but this was Poe. He was a dear friend, and she was still trying to mend things with him. He would...probably be upset? Or, would he try and use it against Ben? She wouldn't allow herself to be used in anyway, and if he even dared to breathe that notion into existence--no, no, she couldn't think like that. Poe was a good man, he wouldn't do anything like that.]
Or Leia...
[Maybe she should have backup. Maybe she should have Cisco around as a support system--but that could lead to more strained friendships. No, she would be fine. The last time she brought someone in for support that blew up in her face.
Cisco's suggestion weighs heavy on her shoulders. She knew where he was going for with this. The bond, it was unpredictable and...if both of them grew stronger, they could end up hurting each other. Unconsciously or not.]
I don't even know how to initiate it. It sort of just happens unexpectedly like... [Rey took a deep breath, explaining the somewhat embarrassing moment where the bond came to life and she saw Ben without his cowl or tunic. Just him in his high waist pants and...nothing else.]
It hasn't happened around any other time when we're fully clothed, but I don't know if I can initiate it. I don't know if I could keep him from seeing you.
[She could try....be willing to it, but she can't leave Ben in the dark. She wanted him to...she wasn't sure what, but she wasn't going to keep this secret from him.]
I could try, but I would want him to know it's to help figure out this bond. I don't want him to think it's some sort of experiment, or anything, or make him feel like I'm using him. That's the absolute last thing I want.
[..They just wouldn't say why they were testing the bond...just in case.]