[If Cisco wanted to go over that talk, he could. Rey would just laugh it off and wonder who in their right mind would be the one she'd bang, or allow herself to get that close to. One name came to mind, but chances were that was never happening. Though, for his peace of mind--and maybe hers, she would look into it, just to protect herself. Stars, could she be a mother? To an actual child? No...she had a bigger responsibility to the Resistance and the galaxy.]
Mmm, the biggest one will be Ben. Assuming, I can get him to open up, talk or...I don't even know.
[Really, it was both tiring and frustrating that she couldn't talk to Ben like how she used to do. When things seemed so much more simpler between them, albeit still complicated. When both of them let their guard around one another, only to hurt each other. She knew she hurt him, Rey acknowledged that, but could he see how he cut her down too?
The brunette looked up at Cisco, noting the grim expression and stared blankly at him. ]
I know that. Of course, I know that. Actions speak louder than words and yes, there's a big difference, but it frustrating, Cisco. I have to guess, second guess and reevaluate every single damn word he says. Every move he makes and it's tiring. [She tries to take back her glass. Let her have another shot, please. The more she thinks about it, the more frustrated she feels.]
I also chose to go to the Dark Side for a pair of pretty eyes, but I came out on the other side of it. He didn't. He didn't walk away and I.... [A deep breath, she didn't need to go on about the feelings she kind of still has for him, or talk about the other feelings she has for other people.]
I just want to move forward, and figure this shit out.
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Mmm, the biggest one will be Ben. Assuming, I can get him to open up, talk or...I don't even know.
[Really, it was both tiring and frustrating that she couldn't talk to Ben like how she used to do. When things seemed so much more simpler between them, albeit still complicated. When both of them let their guard around one another, only to hurt each other. She knew she hurt him, Rey acknowledged that, but could he see how he cut her down too?
The brunette looked up at Cisco, noting the grim expression and stared blankly at him. ]
I know that. Of course, I know that. Actions speak louder than words and yes, there's a big difference, but it frustrating, Cisco. I have to guess, second guess and reevaluate every single damn word he says. Every move he makes and it's tiring. [She tries to take back her glass. Let her have another shot, please. The more she thinks about it, the more frustrated she feels.]
I also chose to go to the Dark Side for a pair of pretty eyes, but I came out on the other side of it. He didn't. He didn't walk away and I.... [A deep breath, she didn't need to go on about the feelings she kind of still has for him, or talk about the other feelings she has for other people.]
I just want to move forward, and figure this shit out.