fuck, right? i for sure thought clark was secretly evil or something, he was just too good
[Clark is Too Pure and it's endlessly baffling.]
for ten years i was a completely fucking different person
i dont.
its weird
[For all that seems like a tangent, it's related to things like this, how hard it is to trust people and to believe that they won't abandon him if he makes a mistake. He's never really talked about this, the way losing his memories of Lup changed him, and how hard it is to reconcile what feels like two versions of himself.]
no subject
[Clark is Too Pure and it's endlessly baffling.]
for ten years i was a completely fucking different person
i dont.
its weird
[For all that seems like a tangent, it's related to things like this, how hard it is to trust people and to believe that they won't abandon him if he makes a mistake. He's never really talked about this, the way losing his memories of Lup changed him, and how hard it is to reconcile what feels like two versions of himself.]