( it's somehow easier to talk about this over text, where she can't see the other person's curious or questioning or downright disapproving expressions. it makes it easier to admit that, yes, she still has no idea what happened to her underground or why she survived when trip didn't or how any of this is happening now. all she knows is that it is happening, and that it's hurting her, and she really, really wants that to stop.
the hurting, that is. skye doesn't exactly believe that there's some magic tech out there that could quell powers in their paces, because if there was, shield would have already had it in their possession. )
if i could dump my memories into a pensieve all dumbledore style to make it easier for people to understand, i would right now i just feel like a crazy person who can make things quake when i'm panicking, and in the rare instances where i actually manage to summon it, i'm the idiot who cracks a bunch of bones as my reward
( so, you know. she's in great spirits, all things considered. )
i'll pretty much take what i can get. hot takes, pro tips, fancy tech to replace my doctor-issued splints, i'm all ears.
[ Cisco is struck with the new and rather weird thought that, if they put their minds to it, he probably could see Skye's memories - not with a pensieve, but with his powers. Still, there's a pretty big difference between her joking about that and her actually wanting someone to go barging around in her life like that. Generally, if it's not a life or death situation, he tries to avoid infringing on people's privacy like that. ]
ok first of all you're NOT a crazy person take it from me, a guy who was 100% convinced he was going crazy for the first like month he had powers
and you're not an idiot for not understanding right away how to control them yet. i've met a lot of metas, and a lot of mutants, and everything in between and i've never met anybody who had a good handle on things right away nobody, seriously
how 'bout for now, i start working on some vibration-dampening arm guards that'll hopefully help channel that shit out rather than in and in a few days you can swing by my workshop and we can try 'em out and see if they help
as for the pro tips, i'm happy to pass them along or if you're feeling up to reaching out to somebody else, you can just talk to genji he's the one who taught me, and just a super great dude overall plus, you know, an actual cyborg ninja, from the future, with powers of his own and if that's not a recommendation i don't know what is
( it's not much, but she means it. there haven't been many opportunities to risk potentially poor reactions to her suddenly can-do capabilities, but skye has found herself consistently pleasantly surprised by the warm welcomes and kind understandings that have been extended to her by the residents of riverview. for a place that calls itself "quarantine", it's definitely a huge upgrade from skye's actual quarantine back home. )
you supply the gear, i'll bring the pizza and beer any preferences? (but if you say pineapple, i might just have to get sick beforehand.)
( kidding. kind of. in skye's firm opinion, pineapple on pizza is just plain wrong, and if he really wants it, she'll just have to get two pizzas. )
i'm definitely not in a position to turn down a literal cyborg ninja tutor, so ten points to ravenclaw for the recommendation i'll give him a ring
( why does she assume cisco is a ravenclaw? we just don't know. probably because he's brilliant, though. )
ok well pineapple on pizza is DOPE and you're totally wrong but i've learned better than trying to convert a heretic 🍕 anything is fine i love all pizzas i love all beers there are no bad options tbh
i'll send along his contact info he's seriously the chillest guy i know i would be a ten times more of a hot mess if it weren't for him i seriously could barely talk about my powers before i knew him much less control them
i think you're all just part of a pineapple conspiracy like pineapple and cheese is just gross add tomato sauce to it and you might as well add pineapples to your hamburgers
( #ew. )
...
( there's a brief, hesitant pause before the next set of messages. as if somebody's written, erased, and then re-written. over and over. )
okay full disclosure if you mention this to anyone murder is not off the table but there's not an equivalent of facebook relationship statuses here, right?
( because she's been trying to figure out a certain speedster and has had zero luck. damn you, moon, for your lack of social media with overly-revealing personal information fields. )
hamburger with a ring of grilled pineapple on it? don't mind if i DO! 🍍🍍🍍🍍
[ He has no shame whatsoever. But he is surprised when she doesn't reply to convey her disgust right away, but instead, seems to be typing for a good long while before she sends a text. He is expecting a rant about how a pineapple murdered her father, or a very good series of insults against the fruit.
Instead! It is this. ]
👀 no murder needed girl there's that friendr app but a lot of people just use it for friend stuff and a ton of people don't use it at all is there anybody you were wondering about in particular though because i know a lotta people who know a lotta people so i can give you the skinny if the skinny's what you want. maybe on, i don't know. a certain redhead? just a guess.
( a deep, melodramatic sigh — one she's very glad doesn't transmit along with her texts. she had thought she was being subtle. )
yeah, i'm not even going to try and deny that one am i totally barking up the wrong tree here? because sometimes it seems like we're on the same page and then sometimes it's like talking to a brick wall
like, dude, you'll hold my hand and heal me with your magic speed but you won't get handsy in a movie theatre what gives!!!
[ Cisco does have the advantage of knowing the cultural implications of wanting to creep on somebody's facebook status. ]
i can't speak for him obviously but i don't think it's the wrong tree at all last time i checked he was single but nervous about trying to mingle i don't wanna go into too many details and violate some kind of bro code but his dating history has been complicated recently and i'm talking the kind of complicated that involves getting trapped in other dimensions & divergent timelines & amnesia not just the 'feelings are hard' kind you feel me?
he's a great guy i think it's just been a long time since he was in the game you might need to be a little blunt with him and a little patient.
( she could try and elaborate, but honestly? it's way easier to snap a screenshot of about 16 texts back-and-forth, one that skye really wishes she could program to self-destruct... )
[ Did this girl just straight-up send him screenshots? Of her flirty texts with a dude, to get his read on it? Oh, he likes her already.
Cisco reads through quickly once, and then a little more slowly, shaking his head. There's a whole lot of flirting and jokes and not a whole lot of honesty or vulnerability coming from either of them in that conversation. This is going to take some Work. ]
okay yeah there's no way he was missing those hints those weren't signs those were billboards it definitely reads to me like he was flirting back and i don't think wally would do that if he wasn't interested
i don't know this is the part where you learn that i'm good at tech and inspirational speeches but crap when it comes to dating advice i mean i've dated a fair number of guys and i AM a guy and even i just have no clue how guys' heads work half the time or more than half
( it's a lot harder to be open and vulnerable and honest when you have the ability to literally delete the words before you send them. )
obviously if you ever tell him i sent you those i will literally have to quake you into the ground so far you'll wind up in moon china
( she would have never sent them if she thought for a second there was any risk of it... but the statement still stands. it's a significant show of trust in cisco, and she really doesn't want to be wrong. )
but i don't know maybe playing speedster nurse was a turn off and i have shit dating luck anyway so maybe it's better if he did change his mind
[ Yes they're texting and she's never met him but so what? ]
also full disclosure i'm like a terrible liar so if he asks directly i'll do my best but like heads up about that for the future.
i don't know enough about his turn ons or offs to say i got the impression he's got shit dating luck tho so maybe you'll cancel each other out??? worked for me and my boyfriend so
boy, you look like a bunch of beautiful pixels right now and you know it but i GUESS you can avoid seeing moon china for now since you're helping me out
( she just really hopes there's no reason for him to bring up the contents of a likely now-forgotten text chain with cisco directly. )
no problemo i'ma start work on that tech and i'll hit you up when there's progress.
and i guess my advice re: wally is just... talk to him, straight up. like it's the most basic advice but honestly? you gotta do it. only way to figure shit out
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( it's somehow easier to talk about this over text, where she can't see the other person's curious or questioning or downright disapproving expressions. it makes it easier to admit that, yes, she still has no idea what happened to her underground or why she survived when trip didn't or how any of this is happening now. all she knows is that it is happening, and that it's hurting her, and she really, really wants that to stop.
the hurting, that is. skye doesn't exactly believe that there's some magic tech out there that could quell powers in their paces, because if there was, shield would have already had it in their possession. )
if i could dump my memories into a pensieve all dumbledore style to make it easier for people to understand, i would
right now i just feel like a crazy person who can make things quake when i'm panicking, and in the rare instances where i actually manage to summon it, i'm the idiot who cracks a bunch of bones as my reward
( so, you know. she's in great spirits, all things considered. )
i'll pretty much take what i can get. hot takes, pro tips, fancy tech to replace my doctor-issued splints, i'm all ears.
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ok first of all you're NOT a crazy person
take it from me, a guy who was 100% convinced he was going crazy for the first like month he had powers
and you're not an idiot for not understanding right away how to control them yet.
i've met a lot of metas, and a lot of mutants, and everything in between
and i've never met anybody who had a good handle on things right away
nobody, seriously
how 'bout for now, i start working on some vibration-dampening arm guards
that'll hopefully help channel that shit out rather than in
and in a few days you can swing by my workshop and we can try 'em out and see if they help
as for the pro tips, i'm happy to pass them along
or if you're feeling up to reaching out to somebody else, you can just talk to genji
he's the one who taught me, and just a super great dude overall
plus, you know, an actual cyborg ninja, from the future, with powers of his own
and if that's not a recommendation i don't know what is
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( it's not much, but she means it. there haven't been many opportunities to risk potentially poor reactions to her suddenly can-do capabilities, but skye has found herself consistently pleasantly surprised by the warm welcomes and kind understandings that have been extended to her by the residents of riverview. for a place that calls itself "quarantine", it's definitely a huge upgrade from skye's actual quarantine back home. )
you supply the gear, i'll bring the pizza and beer
any preferences?
(but if you say pineapple, i might just have to get sick beforehand.)
( kidding. kind of. in skye's firm opinion, pineapple on pizza is just plain wrong, and if he really wants it, she'll just have to get two pizzas. )
i'm definitely not in a position to turn down a literal cyborg ninja tutor, so ten points to ravenclaw for the recommendation
i'll give him a ring
( why does she assume cisco is a ravenclaw? we just don't know. probably because he's brilliant, though. )
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but i've learned better than trying to convert a heretic 🍕
anything is fine i love all pizzas i love all beers
there are no bad options tbh
i'll send along his contact info
he's seriously the chillest guy i know
i would be a ten times more of a hot mess if it weren't for him
i seriously could barely talk about my powers before i knew him much less control them
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like pineapple and cheese is just gross
add tomato sauce to it and you might as well add pineapples to your hamburgers
( #ew. )
...
( there's a brief, hesitant pause before the next set of messages. as if somebody's written, erased, and then re-written. over and over. )
okay full disclosure if you mention this to anyone murder is not off the table
but there's not an equivalent of facebook relationship statuses here, right?
( because she's been trying to figure out a certain speedster and has had zero luck. damn you, moon, for your lack of social media with overly-revealing personal information fields. )
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don't mind if i DO! 🍍🍍🍍🍍
[ He has no shame whatsoever. But he is surprised when she doesn't reply to convey her disgust right away, but instead, seems to be typing for a good long while before she sends a text. He is expecting a rant about how a pineapple murdered her father, or a very good series of insults against the fruit.
Instead! It is this. ]
👀
no murder needed girl
there's that friendr app but a lot of people just use it for friend stuff and a ton of people don't use it at all
is there anybody you were wondering about in particular though
because i know a lotta people who know a lotta people
so i can give you the skinny if the skinny's what you want.
maybe on, i don't know. a certain redhead?
just a guess.
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yeah, i'm not even going to try and deny that one
am i totally barking up the wrong tree here?
because sometimes it seems like we're on the same page and then sometimes it's like talking to a brick wall
like, dude, you'll hold my hand and heal me with your magic speed but you won't get handsy in a movie theatre
what gives!!!
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i can't speak for him obviously but i don't think it's the wrong tree at all
last time i checked he was single but nervous about trying to mingle
i don't wanna go into too many details and violate some kind of bro code
but his dating history has been complicated recently
and i'm talking the kind of complicated that involves getting trapped in other dimensions & divergent timelines & amnesia
not just the 'feelings are hard' kind
you feel me?
he's a great guy
i think it's just been a long time since he was in the game
you might need to be a little blunt with him
and a little patient.
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( she could try and elaborate, but honestly? it's way easier to snap a screenshot of about 16 texts back-and-forth, one that skye really wishes she could program to self-destruct... )
patient i'm starting to get, though
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Cisco reads through quickly once, and then a little more slowly, shaking his head. There's a whole lot of flirting and jokes and not a whole lot of honesty or vulnerability coming from either of them in that conversation. This is going to take some Work. ]
okay yeah there's no way he was missing those hints
those weren't signs those were billboards
it definitely reads to me like he was flirting back
and i don't think wally would do that if he wasn't interested
i don't know
this is the part where you learn that i'm good at tech and inspirational speeches
but crap when it comes to dating advice
i mean i've dated a fair number of guys and i AM a guy and even i just have no clue how guys' heads work half the time
or more than half
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obviously if you ever tell him i sent you those i will literally have to quake you into the ground so far you'll wind up in moon china
( she would have never sent them if she thought for a second there was any risk of it... but the statement still stands. it's a significant show of trust in cisco, and she really doesn't want to be wrong. )
but i don't know
maybe playing speedster nurse was a turn off
and i have shit dating luck anyway so maybe it's better if he did change his mind
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[ Yes they're texting and she's never met him but so what? ]
also full disclosure i'm like a terrible liar so if he asks directly i'll do my best but like
heads up about that for the future.
i don't know enough about his turn ons or offs to say
i got the impression he's got shit dating luck tho so maybe you'll cancel each other out???
worked for me and my boyfriend so
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but i GUESS you can avoid seeing moon china for now since you're helping me out
( she just really hopes there's no reason for him to bring up the contents of a likely now-forgotten text chain with cisco directly. )
thanks, btw
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i'ma start work on that tech and i'll hit you up when there's progress.
and i guess my advice re: wally is just... talk to him, straight up.
like it's the most basic advice but honestly?
you gotta do it. only way to figure shit out