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clarks gone too

[Which is a "yes, it sure does".]

[ Oh, shit. It really has been a day, hasn't it? ]

wait, really?
just like that?
did he... leave a note or anything?

he left a letter

[Which is, on one hand, a very sweet gesture, but it still sucks.]

so he left by choice

[ That was how it had always happened, as far as Cisco knew, in the past. People didn't just vanish: they chose to leave. ]

god you're having the shittiest week
i feel bad for laughing about you falling in the river now

i mean its not like he got sucked back into the portal i dont think it works like that

not the wosrt week ive had, no ones tried to kill me

and nah it was pretty funny and im like cool with water

[By which he means he's decent at swimming.]

didn't think so but it has crossed my mind that if people started to go missing here it might take a while to notice cuz we'd all just assume they went through the portal.

[ Cisco thinks about this kind of shit, after all. After the whole "turns out those random unconnected disappearances were actually Eobard murdering people in secret" thing, he sort of has to. ]

let's hope it stays that way, or else i'm gonna have to fuck somebody up.

[ Aw, listen to Cisco acting like he's tough, bless. ]

magnus seems cool, tho
like we only talked for a few seconds but even so.

when i go ill text you so syou dont think ive been kidnapped or murdererd

[Which also kinds of sucks to think about, because he likes Cisco and it's gonna be shitty saying goodbye, but Taako's never going to stay, not when Lup exists.]

thats vry sweet of you

[Look he might've laughed a little, not meanly it's just... Cisco is an angel.]

hes a great guy. were trying not to be weird

[ Oh no, no that is very much not a good thing to think about. ]

you better. otherwise i'm for real starting a search party, like i WILL assume your ass is stuck in a tree out in the woods or something, and i will waste everybody's time kicking up a fuss.

[ It would be more complicated than that of course - if Lucretia and Lup and Taako all went at once, he would probably guess what had happened, but... joking is better than thinking honestly about the future right now. ]

it's gonna be weird no matter what you do
but this place is a weirdness factory even without voidfish stuff so you're just getting him used to that early on

if i get my ass stuck in a tree leave me there so i dont have to be embarassed

[That's very important.]

its a different kinda weird though like, can you fucking IAMGINE if i hadnt drank the ichor before lup showed up????

nope, i will find you and get you down and then shame you for it like a true friend.

no, honestly, i can't imagine it.
tried to wrap my brain around it but i just couldn't.

hey what did you mean when you said magnus isn't like the rest of you and he's still himself without ipre?

thanks. i hate you.

i mean like. i lost lup

[He's not sure he can really put into words exactly how much that messed him up. Cisco didn't know him before, really, and he didn't know him for those years he didn't even have Magnus and Merle.]

merle pretty much lost his faith cause a lot of that shit was fuzzy for him i guess and it made him pretty shitty and bitter

davenport could only say his own name cause the mission was so much to him

[ Holy retrospective yikes, Cisco had known about Taako not remembering Lup, but he hadn't quite realized there would be a huge impact on the other crew, too. Which was probably dumb, on his part. ]

so basically he changed less than the rest of you, during the cycles?

[ It's the only explanation that really makes sense, with the knowledge Cisco has about those 100 years and how the voidfish works.]

hey so i know you've got it covered right now but if you need another karaoke night one of these days just hmu ok?

[ And in this case 'karaoke night' is clearly code for "if you need me to cheer you up and take your mind off the awful stuff". ]

Edited 2017-08-11 06:24 (UTC)

oh

he's a human

[That's an "oh" of realization.]

all of us were a lot older you know, when lucretia took away the ipre and some of the memories of our world we lost a lot

magnus didnt have as much to lose. he was barely into this 20s when we left so there wasnt as much there to fuck with

[He lost the cycles, but that was just time and experience. Magnus was just reset, but the rest of them lost more.

He also doesn't miss Cisco's offer for karaoke, but he's kind of distracted with that realization]

[ Taako's surprise at this revelation is not something that translates, precisely, into text. To Cisco it reads merely like a patient explanation, to a human who is (after all) from a world with only humans, and thus unused to comparing himself to elves and dwarves and other such creatures with longer lifespans. He knows that Lucretia was a part of the crew and human, too, but then she had never lost her memory. And Barry might have been human to start, but hadn't he become a lich? Probably a whole different situation, there. So Magnus would have been the only one of them who was a human at the time that their memories were erased. ]

i guess that makes sense.
if he's younger, there was less erase, and he'd also be better at adapting to a new life in a new place.

[ He knows that youth is supposed to come with a certain degree of resilience, though whether or not that's actually true is hard to say. After all, Cisco's only a little bit into his 20s, himself. This might be one of those things he won't know until he gets there, himself. ]

i'm sure you will still end up being friends
even if you don't restore his memories
i'm sure there's still some part of him that recognizes you.

all he lost from before the journey is is specific details about our world. like the two suns and shit. nothing about his life

[So, yeah, less to erase. He basically just reverted to a more immature version of himself, but he grew out of that again, with Julia.]

we probably will

when we met again for the first time it was super easy to fall into step with them again even if it didnt make any sense WHY i gave a fuck about those two dipshits

your world had two suns? i never knew that.

think about it this way: you get to reuse all your best jokes.

and you never know. he might choose to remember.
i would, if it were me.

[ Cisco knows that he and Magnus are probably very different types of people, but he thinks that most people would want to know, if a part of their life was missing. No matter what warnings Lup and Lucretia and Taako might manage to get across. ]

two suns and a purple sky

[He doesn't really talk about home much, because it's gone, and unlike Lup he doesn't have any hope of getting it back.]

even better, i get to reuse HIS jokes. he wont have a clue

[He's not sure what to say about that last part, it feels too risky to put any hope on this, that Magnus will want to remember.]

sounds beautiful.

[ If circumstances were different, Cisco would have already bombarded Taako with a hundred questions about the planet he'd originally come from. But... considering what had happened to it, well. It had seemed like a bad idea. ]

taako, you are positively DEVIOUS.

it was

[And that's about where he'll leave that particular thread, tonight is shitty enough without delving into "our planet was destroyed" territory.]

fuck yeah i am. id say i could resuse barry and merle's jokes too but they arent good at jokes. at least magnus is funny sometimes

you're welcome to steal any of mine that you remember.

[ Cisco is setting himself up, saying that, and he fully knows it. ]

[HE SURE HAS.]

oh

oh no

have you been trying to make jokes the whole time we've been friends???

oh boy

this is awkward, huh

HA! but you see the joke is on YOU!

little did you know our whole friendship has been one huge elaborate long-form performance art joke.

bet you didn't see that coming.

[ Okay... the actual humor in that may be somewhat obscure but Cisco is trying. ]

cisco

im too drunk for this

Edited 2017-08-12 04:11 (UTC)

right.
my bad.
i was just kidding - obvs our friendship isn't a joke.

i did hear a good one the other day tho

okay super because tehre were a LOT of words there

i have a feeling im gonna hear the joke regardless of what i say next

hit me

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